SilenceWe talked again, remembering things from years gone by.Silence
It almost hurt to remember, re-opening the wounds of when I couldn’t tell you the truth.
“Things are so different now”- but after all the seconds of all the years I can still remember the way you smell.
We’ll go our separate ways soon, “We’ll stay in touch better this time- take care of yourself” and I echo back.
And with goodbye comes the flood- hold it back, put the wall up again. I will make the trip home in silence.
BricksHere we lieBricks
among the bricks with words we throw like
stones and sticks.
I Didn't KnowI heard it- the gunshot- as I left her standingI Didn't Know
in the room.
I didn’t know she had a gun- I didn’t know. I didn’t know I’d regret forever the last thing I said to her.
Her smile was convincing enough, but I guess when you are so
alone… you get used to the lying.
I didn’t know this was the end of her- I didn’t know. If I had known I could have changed it, if only I had stayed…
I could have to
Children of a New DecadenceDo you remember?Children of a New Decadence
We were once young, Innocent children, Having vivid dreams Of a colourful future...
Do you remember? As we were being silly, Adults would get angry, But we were happy, We were alive.
Do you remember? We'd sometimes cry together; We put our heart into it, Letting emotions overflow As if sharing that invisible power.
Where did all that go?
Even if I wanted to love again, I doubt I truly could... You know, the day she died I was going mad, choking, But couldn't even cry.
Seeking SolaceWeeping black tears Mascara smears She ran to you, her hopes and dreams, Seeking solaceSeeking Solace
In your arms But backing down
You pretended to try Holding out your arms From 10 steps away Always ahead, never quite there You turned your head Patting her shoulder Messes in her head, spaghetti thoughts You left her to cope With monsters of no-one's making So she ran home Red pools of sorrow Seeking solace In her knife.
You are my defeatYour world falls apart, Mine falls the other way, Drag me down with you, You want me here to stay.You are my defeat
Be your perfect angel, Help you when you’re down, Lift you to the surface, Then slap me to the ground.
Scream it from the roof tops, Shout it on the street, I can’t be your super girl, You are my defeat.
You tore me like a rag doll, Split me down the seams, Left me standing in the corner, Shaking at the knees. I can’t be your saviour, I can’t be your light, Where two different people now, If I
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